DeadTwinsPersonality

I'm not sure why, maybe just dysphoria, but I've been really depressed lately. I hvae been considering suicide because I know that no matter how many surgeries I get, I will never be normal. I don't want to live in the wrong body and lately I just can't handle it anymore. I know I'm doing a lot better than a lot of other transgender people but I just can't get it out of my mind that I'll never live the way I want to. So I've been wanting to die. The problem is- as much as I don't want to live in the wrong body- I don't want to die in the wrong body.

So nobody reads these but i'm bored and feel like writing. I'm finally dropping school, just going to do FLVS til next year then i'll do Blake online. My friend stayed over at my house last night, he's failing school worse than me. He just wants to drop out and not even bother getting a GED. but i think he's developing some kind of mental problem. He keeps talking to himself and his ideas are getting crazy. We go to different schools but when i asked him if he talked to anyone about seeing things that arent there he said the friends at his school just keep saying they arent real, he isnt real, the world isnt real, the reality he thinks is rea

To Caleb Haha! Hacked your profile! And you thought I couldn't do it! This is now mine - I claim it in the name of Reeseland!! It's mine, all mine you hear! Hahahahahaha!! Love ya bro! Reese